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The house that we live in belongs to my cousin and his wife. We are in parts of the South torn by hurricane Katrina and flooding. Well my cousin came down here to get into the construction industry to make all the good money flowing around. This guy is part of his work crew. He needed help of course so he formed a work crew to help him with his construction business. He has a five bedroom house and this is were we reside.
I was suppose to be helping them too but they have to many problems. So I am working a medium paying job until I figure out my next move. This is how we are staying up under the same roof. I would move but you would not believe how expensive it is to live out here because of the disaster; Landlords know that people are hurrying to get back here and live and they have ran their rents up sky high!! People are moving in with each other just to have a place to live that they can afford. In that respect it is quite bad out here.
I'll be alright. This is just another part of life and I needed to vent. Thats all. I appreciate all of the comments and the advice. Hell, I love yall!! I'll have something else unrelated to vent about in a minute. Everyone needs someone to talk too at times.
I have to admit that sometimes it is hard. I have to hear his voice when I don't want to, and last night he went out with my cousins and I. Boy that was a scene!! I might tell yall about it later. He had the nerve to get jealous and tell me how he felt when I danced with other men. I told him that I now see him as one of my cousins or a friend and he should be dancing with all them fine sexy ladies on the floor. And I meant that ****.
He asked me for some pu**y and told me he loved me and wanted to marry me. He kept mentioning marriage so I asked him when did I ever give him the impression that I wanted to marry him?? Whatever the f**k. He thinks i'm playing with him and I am not. I told him I knew about his girlfriend, he said she wasn't his g-friend, they just went out on a few dates (he introduced her to my cousins as his girlfriend) and blah, blah blah. I told him that I didn't care and he should bring her over and spend time with her or whatever.
I guess he is not taking me serious and he is sitting here playing these games. Soon I'll be bringing my friend around and I don't care how he will feel. Right now I'm just interested in dating so I've been meeting quite a few people lately.
So yes it is hard but like every other hard event in my life, this too shall pass.
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