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Wounded Hearts
This is a true story
Love… it seem in love we pre-historically used to be
Back then is when I assumed that God exclusively
Designed your body so fine, heart, soul and mind just for me…. so beautifully
When your kiss, glance and touch like Nas Cars provoked my blood pressure to rush amusingly
But like sagging baggy jeans with over sized inseams it seems we began to be not friends when we used words loosely, abusively
Who's to blame? You say me
Now usually you are mentally abusing me, I ask why,
But now realize the motes within your eyes have you blindly accusing me
And like abstract art this is hard to understand, complicatedly confusing me
I am a mirror casting back your words and reflection that you refuse to see
I then render you akin to the wind; you can't see you but the pain I have felt again and again
You are therefore like an air storm, tornado, or cyclone, destroy all in your path then you are gone… but just like that wind you came to me again
Your verbal abuse is your deadly arms, demolishing my feeling like nuclear bombs, piercing like thorns, I try to hold back your acts of attacks with a strong arm, but it doesn't last that long
Again you begin to flip; I want to dip from the words of weapons thrusting from your lips
When your voice escalates, your words are fired like missals from battle ships, when you flip I want to take a long, long, looooong trip far away
Forever and a day because the battlefield created from our emotional bombs and explosive thoughts leave us with wounded hearts, wounded hearts.
In desperation like a tug or war I have attempted to pull you near
Yet you push me with accusations deriving from your own zone of inner fear
Of loosing me, like a prosecuting attorney falsely accusing me
I wish we could take it back…..not Love but to how it used to be
When love was fun and we were as one but now its you and me
Without the unity
I refuse to fall back because I am moving forward truthfully
You are soon to be my used to be
For we have lost that spark they say love is blind, I now disagree
Because when we were in love then Love I could see clearly, word life "B", I felt it touch me
But it left an ugly mark upon my heart it has become too cold and dark
Anger has us both steaming as thick as a mist I lost my heart in this
Emotional abyss labeled a relationship
At the start you was a pacifist the question that am I now asking is this?
"Was it your plan to make me your man then attempt to control me like your SUV"
I didn't see the tree ahead while you were driving me away, your way
This accident has injured us both in an extremely critical way I will say
You break all love laws with the verbiage from your jaws, your pre planed martial clause
Came with too many flaws
You truly shocked me like Jaws with the words from your jaws
I used to love you in thongs, perfume and bars
Now I must quote Lu Raws; "you will never find another love like mine"
I thought we was til death, but now to the left, to the left
Is all your, lies, hurt and pain everything is there to the left Ms Complain
I am leaving it here with you Boo Godamn drama queen, I mean….. You make night mares out of dreams
Take small things to an extreme
No need to explain because it's not totally just your fault
Just the painful harsh reality of our wounded hearts. Wound hearts
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Simply Beautiful My Brotha. As always, you words speak to me on sooo many levels and touched the depths of my soul in sooo many ways.
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