The bleeding pages of my heart

[JABOOM]

An open book is I
And I is open for reading
Reading openly are many eyes
Eyes open many viewing
The view of my bleeding pages
Pages bleeding bloody pleading
Pleading for what is gone never back coming
Coming back gone for a time
A time lost to times only past visions
Past along bringing along long pass
Passed away dreams shoulderless lonely
No shoulder to cry on so eyes wiped dry
Driely wiped in lonesome corners invisible
Invisible to those around those near still reading
Reading red after its read some wonder
Wonder why haven't I fall dead
Dead to the pressure lost from bleeding pages
Pages of my heart thick with fluid
Fluid of life forever leeking
Forever until my forever is ended
My bleeding pages bleeding from my heart
The bleeding pages of my heart
Ozzing all the feelings of my life
Opening the closed off life I live from the world
But now that the wound has bursted
The filter is gone and all is released
And now all see what has made me
Made me different unlike alike
Like something new renewed for change
Changing those around
Around reading the bleeding
The pages are bleeding
And won't stop bleeding
Because my soul is long over flooded

JABOOM

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