Love unending (pt 3)

[JABOOM]

I was never expecting to fall in love with you
I was still and will always be in love with you
I was cautious when we first became serious
I wasn't sure what to make of this strange new feeling with you
I was very taken back by you looks but
I was shocked at the fact that you became the first women to make love to my mind
I was wrapped up in us and your tenderness made me feel happy again so
I was really torn apart when you left when you did
I was wrong for trying to hold you here when you wanted to leave
I was wrong to over look the fact that you needed to grieve your way
I wasn't in my place to tell you to let me love you happy again because
I was wrong to think I had the answers
I wasn't the thing that can heal your heart at that time
I was wrong to start becoming bitter at your emotional actions
I was deeply in pain but I couldn't imagine what you were going through
I was wrong to ever think that if you return I would tell you to leave
I was silly to think that your memory whould just go away
I was only being as spoiled as you made me
I was feeling I would be lost without your love when I should've seen that
I was stronger thanks to your love
I was hopping that you would be back by now to read this beside me
I was wrong....

But though you are not here and you had to do this on your own,
I just want you to know that when and if you return
That the love we shared in my heart will always be a love unending

JABOOM

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