My Testimony

[cardiyac]

I was, born of woman...and now i'm tryin' to be born again
so Father please forgive me for my sins
my past, my present, and those I might commit tomorrow
and though it feels like i'm sittin' in sorrow
i'm tryin' to stand as a happy man
do what I can for my fam, and one day buy a house for Pam
'cause with out her, I don't know what kind of life I'd have
I try to imagine my life on a whole 'nother path
I know I was born to die, and if I die in the middle of this testimony
I know my brothers from another gon' rep their homie
and don't feel no sorrow, 'cause to this place I aint ask to come
he wasn't my dad he just passed his cum
and i'm fightin' back tears as I write this
I pray that my son be a better man and never feels like this
I might miss, some good days in your life man
but I swear I'm tryin' to be better, do all that I can
a good feelin' comes over when I tell you I love you
so you can never feel what I felt--"he aint thinkin' of you"
and that there makes me feel proud
I could smoke all day and still never get as high as this cloud
when I'm feelin' down I thank God for my kids health
'cause He'll protect 'em when I can't do it myself
and baby-girl, you're my spittin' imagine
the princess without a blemish,
I swear i'll fight for you until my life is finished
I can't explain the joy in my heart when I see your pretty smile
and so I pray i'll be around for awhile
I know you gon' experience heartache and there's nothin' I can do
and if your heart breaks then mines break too
so here's what I'll do...I'll pray He doesn't place my burdens on you
and make you go through it for what I put them through
they say what goes around comes around, and when i'm no longer around
and my physical is put in the ground
I hope and pray that I can rest in peace
'cause Lord knows I can't find peace here
so i'ma go 'head and release these tears
Lord, walk wit me and strengthen my steps when I feel weary
and give me undying faith to know you still hear me
and let me know that i'll never be lonely
accept this from me to you as my testimony

[sumayyah]

Keep your head up in this struggle called life. God willing, you will be blessed immensely. Nice piece.

[afrocentric]

i like this poem.

[matrixone05]

Very touching poem.

[cardiyac]

...for the feedback and appreciating me pouring my heart out.

[JABOOM]

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[Big Trap]

Nice.................
If you can spit poetry like that on a regular, and convince the big money makers to invest in you. You could buy 'Pam' that house easily. I say that cause I'm thinking how that piece I just read is worth more than the green paper in my wallet. I can't spit out these dollars. But ppl that can spit out the poetry like that, and understand it's value, can make a nice living.

[CptdDcpt]

$hit, I feel that.