[elmb]

I am in your situation more than you know right now without putting my business out there.{{it's hard anyway..}} but I go through loving him and hating him for not doing right and you know what? I just go one day at a time. I pray in the morning, Lord, I just don't want to cry today. It's even harder with children involved.

Do try to get involved with other things, I joined different groups and put my pride aside and reached out to really good friends and times when I just can't take being alone, I reach out to them to come over and do the waiting to exhale thing.