Oh yeah his name was eric.
Six feet four dark skinned and built nicely!
Beautiful smile and pretty teethe.
I was 18 he was 17 and on the basketball team.
We went to dinners,dances,clubs.
Or families loved us!
We dressed alike and went everywhere with each other.
He was sweet,kind and gentle and never pressured me for sex.
He would always tell me how smart and beautiful I was.
He opened the car doors for me,held me so close,kissed me so soft.
Then right before my prom he totally went psycho on me.
He became distant,verbally abusive and cheated on me with a white girl,began drinking alot.
I'm not sure why he changed but he did.
I wish I knew what happened to him,i wish he would have talked to me instead of running me away.
Why do men do that to a good woman?
If you care for her why hurt her?
I lost my virginity to him too.
To be young dumb and in love.
hell to be old dumb and in luv hurts as well,
it seems some of us almost never get what we deserve in relationships.
I can't believe this still bothers me and I'm 30.